TOP TEN iPhone/iPod

1. The Scientist by Coldplay
2. Eres by Cafe Tacuba
3. Happy Xmas by John Lennon
4. High by James Blunt
5. You're Beautiful by James Blunt
6. Hard Sun by Eddie Veddar
7. God Put A Smile Upon Your Face by Coldplay
8. Sleep Walk By Santo & Johnny
9. American Boy by Estelle
10. Hand Held High By Linkin Park

LOST

Missing everyONE I love.

COLD

It's fucking cold outside. I took Lucas out for a walk when I got home from work, and I was only able to stay outside for about five minutes. Poor Lucas would turn around and look at me as if saying "shit it's fucking cold". According to the weather channel app on my iphone it feels like -6. It's fucking cold, I feel sorry for the homeless people and animals. To tell you the truth I feel sorry for the animals more than the people.

Walking Lucas

Mary

What the fuck is wrong with the lady that now thinks that a stain on her wall is an image of the virgin Mary. I don't understand why people will try to make something out of nothing. For does that haven't heard about it a woman in California was making some kind of sauce when some of it splashed on to the wall and now she thinks it the virgin Mary. I took a shit this morning should I go see if it looks like something.

Sleep

I'm sleepy but I don't want to go to sleep. I don't go in to work tomorrow and I sort of want to stay up, but my body is telling me to go to sleep.

The truth is I'm thinking about my parents and my grandmother. My parents just left to Mexico again because my grandmother is sick. I hope she's okay and everything turns out for the better. I want to talk about my grandmother but I really don't know what to say. I'm just scared.