Just saying hello

Hello to any and all that read this blog. It's been a long time since i said anything in this place.

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My car just died out on me, and I may soon be homeless.

SAINT LOUIS

I walked around yesterday soon after checking in, and I’m sorry to all the residence of St. Louis, but this place sucks. The only thing they have going for them is the boring Arch. You pay $10 for the ride all the way to the stop in a small egg shaped crammed cart. Once on top on the view deck you have to make you way through a crowd of people just to see the ugly view of a factory and a riverboat casino from a small window. On the opposite side you get to see a boring city. After five minutes in there I decided to leave the place.


As I walked around the down town area I saw more homeless people than regular residence. Everything was so gray and the architecture seemed out of place as if someone just put the buildings there in order to take up space. I went to the downtown mall which was deserted beyond believe. It only had a two shops advertising "gold grills". The only store with customers was a very dirty Walgree28 Days Later? Well that's what it sort of reminds me of. Chicago is so much better than St. Louis.


My last day in this strange but yet warm city. Last night I went to the Fox Theater and saw the last show for Les Miserables. Last time I saw a live show was when I was in school and went with the Upward Bound group to see The Nut Cracker. I do have to admit that this show was 10 times better. As I’m writing this I have the opening song going through my head. I simply cannot get it out of my head it was that good. I like the fact that it was live and I will never see the same show ever again, no wonder people love live shows.

I noticed another thing, now that its Monday the streets are more live with people walking around. It makes since now that I think about it. The only thing this place as going for them is the Arch, and I’m sure that is gets pretty boring to see the same thing over an over for the residence. There is nothing fun to do in the city, and I have come to the conclusion to why there are so many gray buildings, it's because they are parking garages. They don't have a good public transportation. I'm somewhat happy that Chicago had the great Chicago fire in 1871. It made what the city is today. I could go on and on and tell you why I like Chicago better than St. Louis, but that would take up too much time and they just announced my train.

THE DEVIL IN THE WHITE CITY

What an amazing book, it was more than what I originally thought it would be. It was a journey into the history of Chicago, and one psychopathic killer. It will for sure be one of my top books, along with A Million Little Pieces. It took me a little longer than usual to finish it, but it was worth it. I learned so much about Chicago and its rich history. I remember hearing a little about the World's Fair that was held in Chicago, but I never heard about all the work that went into it.

I'm looking that the cover of the book and imaging how it would be to walk in the White City as the sun was going down and all the lights turn on. Or simply walking into a mini city where everything is a beautiful off white color with every building standing prove of Chicago's great achievements. Also I would have loved to see the facial expressions of the people that saw the first Ferris wheel start rotating. I wish I had a time machine just to visit Chicago at that time. I wonder if Chicago will ever do something as grand as the World’s Fair

2nd INTERVIEWS

Fuck I want to go vacation soon. Well people this is a view from the second floor of the hiring center, not much of a view but at least I can see my car from here. So as I stare out the window my mind is wondering about the other associates that I work with. Well I really shouldn't say other associates it's more like a couple of assistance managers. As many of you know I’m currently at a hiring center interviewing people for a new store, and I do the first interviews and I pass them over to the assistant manager for a second interview if they are good. But there are times when I give the application to the assistants and they act as if I’m telling them to carry large stones. "What is _____ doing? Go give it to them." I hear them say over and over. “I know you didn’t give me the application.” Is another great one I heard today. At times I want to laugh at their faces and tell them that I have been doing all the interviews and one interview won't hurt them. They sometimes act like babies.

NO MORE HAIR

The things we do when we get bored. Well today I shaved my head like how I use to have it before I went to Paducah. This is how it all happen... I was looking up at the ceiling and thinking about how I could make a few extra bucks. At first I thought about working out a little more and becoming a stripper, I hear they make good money. But nah I would have to work late at night and I do need my beauty sleep. So then I thought about getting a second job but that's another nah because I wouldn't have time to spend with my babe. So after about 10 minutes of just staring up at the ceiling I decided to cut my hair. It's strange how my mind works sometimes it goes from one thought to another at random. At first I thought about just cutting it down a little and at the last minute I took off the clippers and shaved my head. So now I'm writing this regretting it.

BORED

I'm so fucking bored today people!!!

4th of JULY

Yeah, yeah, yeah, I know this next couple of pictures are a little late, but hey I have been busy. I had an okay 4th of July, the usual burger, hotdogs, junk food, fireworks, and a burned finger. This year we spent the day at Laura's house, my sister. The last couple of years we have spent our 4th of July at my parent’s house but since our pool busted, well it's no fun there any more. Oh yeah and Lucas, he is a crazy 10 months puppy that is too freaking big for his age. I don’t remember when was the last time that I got burned because of a firework, but this year I got my thumb burned when I picked up a volcano firework that fell on it’s side. It was no big deal but it did hurt for a couple of hours afterwards. Oh yeah these are not even half of the pics Ihat i took that day.

Johnny showing Alonzo how to pop an air thingy. Don't worry people it didn't use any fire. It was some what of mini confetti cannon.

Yeah it was another smoke firework, "when is the fire going to come out", asked Alonzo. Most of the fireworks that we got this year were small and safe enough for the younger kids.

Alex was having lots of fun!!!

"Gosh why didn't we go to Indiana and buy real fireworks instead of all these smoke and confetti stuff."

Jordan thought it was a lightsaber.

Laura and my Mother.

"Cool I can put this on my skate board and pretend it's a rocket." said Lorenzo

MORNING

I remember when I was younger I would be able to sleep for hours and hours, but now at the age of 25 as soon as the freaking alarms goes off I cannot sleep. Shit sometimes even if the alarm doesn’t go off my body will start telling me that it’s time to get up. Last night I thought I would be able to sleep in some and just relax today, but no. My alarm went off this morning and it freaking me out, and it sort of got me mad. I got up not knowing where the left and right side of me was. I heard the alarm on the phone but it took me a couple of minutes to register where the annoying sound was coming from. When i finally found it I thought I hit the dismiss button, but I was wrong. A couple of minutes later the alarm went off again, and this time it made a strange sound that i have not heard before, so that sort of freaked me out a little and took my sleep away. So now I’m up early on a day when I’m suppose to take it easy and relax. Pisses me off, but like Chad’s dad will say “it always better to be pissed off than being pissed on,” or something like that.

Oh yeah last night I was checking out Myspace for the first time. I to tell you all the truth I thought it was kinda stupid. A couple of my friends have a Myspace account with pictures and annoying music blasting away on their page. I found it boring, I don’t like it and I won’t get an account with them. Lol it almost reminded me of something that a teenage kid would do in high school or 8th grade in order to feel cool.

Oh yeah happy 4th of July, now a simple question people for any of you that read this, but why do we celebrate the 4th of July? I mean what does it mean to you, and why do you celebrate it? I'm curious to know what you all think about the 4th. United States has really changed from what it once was before. And no people i don't think we are free. There are so many things i wish i could go, don't worry people nothing bad, but i cannot do them at this moment. Yes there is a lot more freedom here compare to other places, but i don't feel free.

THE DEVIL IN THE WHITE CITY

I just started reading The Devil In the White City and it's pretty good. It has a lot of history in the book, so if you're not into history then stay away. The book is about the World's Fair and some guy going around killing people. The cool part is that the story it's not a work of fiction, and since I'm from Chicago I can hop in my car and check out the scenes as described in the book. When I'm done reading this book I think I will read a couple of autobiographies and more about the history of Chicago.

GOING BACK HOME

Alex dreaming of Superman

Lorenzo thought it was so good that he fell asleep on our way home.


Wait...the glasses look like the 3D glasses they give out.

Chad was laughing after eating some magic brownies "the dude was flying man".

Johnny saying "you know".

Jordan& Alonzo. Hey lets just be happy they are falling asleep

This is Yadira, Johnny took the picture while she was driving.

Superman Returns SUCKS!!!!

SUPERMAN RETURNS SUCKS!!!

Well i just came back from seeing Superman Returns at the Imax, and this movie sucked!!! I know you people are maybe thinking man does he like anything and the answer to that is yes. I like good stuff with a good story. The effects were great and the 3D parts of the movie were cool, but it lacked a good story. It almost seemed as if it was the second part of a good movi,. There were so many questions that the movie didn't explain all that good. There is only one simple line answering why he has been gone for five years, and the acting was not all that good. I didn't like how Kevin Spacey (Lex) acted in the movie this Lex didn't seem evil. Oh yeah can anyone please tell me what is with the freaking kid? I won't say much about that, but that was one thing that got on my nerves, freak.

GODS IN ALABAMA

I just finished reading gods in Alabama and it was an okay book. The only reason that finished it was because I wanted to get my money worth out of it. And to tell you all the truth it really didn't get all that good until half way into the book. I'm not trying to seem like an ass but this is more of a girl book.

A MOMENT AT WORK

Alright people I don't get this. Can anyone please tell me why in the world would someone come in to apply for a job dressed as if they just got up from bed; one foot asking the other foot for permission to walk. There have been so many people cone in this morning asking for a job application looking like shit and not prepared. They don't even have a freaking pen to fill out their application, I wonder what they are thinking. Today I'm only accepting applications and I find it funny that some of them act so rude with me not knowing that I will interview them. I'm sure they wouldn't act like that towards me if they only knew, lol

For the last four months I have been interviewing people for a new store that is being built, and about 80% of the people had to pass through me first in order to get a job. Let me to tell you
that I ONLY pass the best. Yes I have said no to a lot of people, but geesh people it a new store I only want the best I can get.

SUPERMAN

Freak, Superman Returns is released tomorrow, but so many critics have given it bad reviews. The Chicago Tribune give it two and a half stars, and Roger Ebert only gave it two stars. I so hope they are wrong, but I don't care! I still got my ticket to go see it at the Imax 3D at Chicago's Navy Pier this Saturday. It won't be a waste of my time because that day I'm also going to the Taste of Chicago, lol there goes my diet. I'm going with Chad and my two nephews.

CAME BACK HOME

I'm still sick. I woke up this morning feeling like shit, but I knew I had 33 people to interview today so there no way that I could have stayed home. So I went to work feeling and looking like shit. After interviewing 2 people I decided that I couldn't make the right decision when my head is in la la land. I'm still sick but I'm at home now. I already took a cat nap but felt that I needed to let you ALL know how I'm doing. Oh yeah I only came home because there were three extra people to help me do the interviews.

COLD SORE

Freak!!! Okay my sister-in-law gave some medicine that claimed to remove the cold sore in like two days. It started with a Z, but this freaking cream just burned my top lip. So yeah now i have a half burned lip with a cold sore in the center. FUCK i hate being sick!

STILL SICK

I still feel like shit. Here are some pics, have fun.

www.ciprianogjr.com

Oh yeah people I forgot to tell you that my site is up and running, but I only have one page for now. I'm working with Chad&i Media, they are cool people. It's a small time business that just started up, so if you ALL need a web site to get done let me know. Remember to check out www.ciprianogjr.com

GODS IN ALABAMA

This is the new book that i'm reading i justed started, so maybe i will be able to finish it today. I will keeps you ALL updated on what i think about it when i finish reading the book.

MY CAR

I just came back from the car shop and my car is fucked up for now. Now I cannot go out anywhere, all I'm going to do is read and watch TV. But I guess that's okay because right now I feel like shit, and I have a cold sore. I hope I get better by Monday for work.

The image above was taken from my new MDA this morning after I got home from the car shop. Yeah I finally got one from eBay, which saved me $200, thank you eBay. So now I can check my email and my blog all day.

COMING SOON

COMING SOON
www.ciprianogjr.com

As promised people it’s coming up!

ANGELS AND DEMONS

Hello ALL. I just finished reading Angels and Demons By Dan Brown and it's a VERY VERY good book. I think it's a lot better than Da Vinci Code. I started reading it after a coworker and I started talking about Da Vinci Code. She told me she had heard that there were going to make a movie out of Angels and Demons, and bla, bla, bla. The point is that she told me about it and it’s one hell of a good book!!!

Maximum Ride: The Angel Experiment

I'm keeping this one short. This is another wana be X-Men book. SUCKS!!!

My Bloody Life

06/12/06
9:56am
Hello ALL i finished reading My Bloody Life: The Making of a Latin King by Reymundo Sanchez, and to tell you the truth it wasn't all that good. I had heard many good things about this book many years ago when i was in HS. But it was a waste of my time. The title of the book is the making of a Latin King, well let me just say that there is only one true chapter that talks about how he became a king. The rest of the book talks about the killings he did (which become very repetitive), many girls he had sex with, and a man.

I was talking with some other people from work that have read the book and they were saying that the only reason i didn't like it was because i couldn't relate to him. True, i didn't grow up in the "hood" but that's the job of the author to make the reader feel what the character is all about.

The first half of the book tells about his childhood and all the crazy things he did as a teen. When i came to the chapter where he becomes a King I was kinda happy. I thought to myself, yes the book is going to get good now,but i was very wrong. And can anyone please tell me what does the first chapter of the book have to do with anything regarding gang life? I don't get it.

So i give this book * (it's a one star). It was a waste of my time with way too much information that was not useful.

TMOBILE MDA

Oh yeah does anyone know where in the world I can get a cheap T-Mobile MDA? I was going to buy one earlier today but no, I was stopped. Which is a good thing because I need to save money. But lately I have been buying things and selling them online, and I thought that something like would be useful to do research on items that I think will sell good. So if ANYONE is selling a cheap T-Mobile MDA please let me know.

Here is a picture to let you know what it looks like just in case you wanted to know. Lol

BOOKS

So the last couple of days I have been reading a lot. Which is a good thing I think. I remember that when I was younger I would read and I would enter another world, trying to escape the one i was living in. I like reading, but don’t get me wrong people I’m a slow reader. I like taking my time reading my books, the same way someone would take their sweet ass time eating their favorite food. Late week I read On Writing by Stephen King. I got this book when it first came out on paperback and just put it on my shelf. Not until recently did I started reading more of his stuff again, I started reading…oh brb

All right I’m back, I just had to check something in my email. I was going to start talking about books, but nah I just don’t feel like doing it I think it’s boring. Let me just tell you that I’m reading a lot more again. I like zoning out and entering another person’s world even if it’s just for a few minutes. I’m reading My Bloody Life by Reymundo Sanchez; it’s an okay book, i will let you ALL know when i finish it.

MORE STUFF

Hello ALL sorry that I have not posted anything in a very long time. And the only reason that I’m writing something is because there have been a couple of people that have asked me why I have not written anything in some time. Well to tell you truth people I have been thinking about posting stuff but I wanted to post it under another name, but man I had one hell of a time finding a name that I like. So I’m just going to use the one I have. But I just won’t get too personal, I think I will just write on things that I see and wonder.

You know what I found funny I was talking with my co-manager and he asked me why I had not posted anything.
“I don’t know, I got kinda bored at it.” I said
“What you don’t have anything that gets you mad now.”
I really don’t remember what I said back, but to tell you the truth people no, I’m not mad right now. I’m happy. I do get grumpy once in a while and that’s just because I’m a natural grump.

Oh yeah but I do get mad when I’m interviewing people and they keep on say “you know”. No joke but this one person must have said, “you know” six times in only one question. Yeah I’m interviewing people right now; it’s so cool and scary at the same time. Come on people I’m changing someone life when I say yes or no to them. I have a small or large impact on their life’s. I will talk about that later in another blog entry.

Let me tell you five things you should never do when you go for an interview.
1. DON’T BE LATE
2. DON’T SAY “YOU KNOW”
3. DON’T PLAY WITH YOUR NAILS
4. DON’T CHEW GUM
5. DON’T LIE, I can tell when people are being fake.

So that’s all for now ALL because it’s kinda hard watching the Simpsons, eating (white rice with veggies), and typing on my Power Book. AND THIS TIME PLEASE LEAVE A FREAKING COMMENT.

ME AGAIN

Hello boys and girls i'm back in Chicago. Sorry that i have not posted anything on my blog, but i have no internet right now. So i'm back in Chicago and still working for the same company but in a different location. Yeah i like it very much. I don't know why but i just do, it's different from the other store. Lol also maybe because the location is not open yet and i'm just interviewing people. To tell you the truth people it's very exciting. I cannot wait until it opens up and the location is up and running.

I'm on vacation this week and i really don't know what to do now. I went to Paducah again this Friday and returned on Sunday, but yes i'm going back this Tuesday, lol. I would like to return to Paducah one day when i'm old. It's a very nice place people everyone should go visit it some time and just chill there. I wouldn't like to work there, just live there. Maybe one day when i'm rich i can buy a summer house down there and stay by the river front.

So i guess that is it for now, i don't want to keep on talking more without getting too personal. Which i have noticed that i did do on past. Yeah it was cool, but now it feels strange in a way. Plus you people NEVER leave a respones so i'm not sure if you guys actually read this crap. So if you people respond back i will keep on making my way back to Starbucks drinking my Grande White Chocolate Mocha with Soy milk and no whip cream; and typing away on my Apple Powerbook.

Oh yeah people, no i didn't not stop working on photography. Just doing other projects.

LAST DAY IN PADUCAH

Well people the end as come. If someone asked me if i have any regretes about moving here to Paducah for three months. I would have to say not one second of it. Believe it or not people but i am a changed man, even though i didn't work on my photography as much as i wanted. I still had the best time of my life here. See you guys in Chicago

HAPPY

People i'm happy for the first time in my life. THANK YOU 2423

NEW JOB

Well I just started my new position as overnight support manager, and let me say that it’s very different. I actually did work, not just management work, but real labor. My body is hurting a little as if I just finished a good work out the previous night. There are a few ups and downs to this new position. On the up side of things is that I’m making more money, way cool, and I just three days off in a role. On the down side of things I work an 11-hour shift with an hour and a half lunch, but there are not many places opened at 1am.

Oh yeah I’m almost done with my third image.

HI

Hello boys and girls it’s been a long time since we last chatted and you peeped into my head. As the opening line for “A Tale of Two Cities” says “it was the best of times and it was the worst of times.” That is how I would like to describe my stay here in Paducah. I love it when people ask me where I’m from, and I love saying proudly that I’m from Chicago. A smile comes to my smile as I start talking about Chicago. The best part is when they are also from Chicago and we start comparing Chicago and Paducah. I have not yet come to meet a person that tells me that they dislike Chicago. I miss Chicago and everything about the city with a passion. I miss walking around downtown rushing past faceless people. I miss watching the homeless person with his sign looking at the faces of wealthy people passing along Michigan Ave. I never give money to people with a sign hanging around them, because come on people how lazy can someone be that they can’t pull out a hand and ask. Sometimes I feel like screaming out to their face and saying “maybe that’s why you are homeless because you are too fucking lazy to get up and ask for money.” Listen to me; I have not changed have I? I’m still the grumpy person that goes crazy at times.

There have been days in which I do not eat simply because I don’t have the money to eat. Well I take back because I do eat. Before I go to work I eat a lot that way I don’t get too hungry in the day. Then I eat again when I get back to the apartment. But I’m mostly thank for…because without…there would actually be days that I would go without eating. I thought that I had gained weight because I was only fast food, but when I went back to Chicago my family said that I lost weight.

As for my art, I wish I could I say that it’s going good. Connie from the O Gallery already asked me if I had anything done and I was sad to say that I only have one print done. I started sketching many images but I don’t have the lights nor the money to rent the equipment to setup the image. But in the bright side I did get many old images from home and I will start scanning the images and the wheels will start rolling. Yesss….

But now I wish to say hi to: HEATHER (even though we have been playing phone tag), BIG J (from the photo-lab), ABE, CHRISTINA, CONNIE, ANA (cashier), SONIA (from the service desk), DAVID (from Auto), DAVID (from hardware), TRACY, JACKIE, ISRAEL Assistant Manager SERGIO, JANET, MELLISA, MIGUEL (oops I mean Co-Manager), ROSALBA, JOANNA, KARENA, JOSE R, CSM TIFFANY, TERRY, JOE, MICHELLE, NANCY, RAMIRO, DEMETRIA, and sorry to the people I forgot, but hi also.

5683-2423

Alright people i finished my first image. I won't post it here. You will see it on my personal web page www.ciprianogjr.com which is coming soon.

GREAT MOVIE

SORRY

Sorry people i know that i said that i was going to post more stuff here, but i'm not. I have to put all my thoughts and feelings into my art. I miss you all, and i will post more stuff soon.

MORE COMING SOON

Sorry people that i have not posted anything here in a couple of days. Don't worry i have been writing a lot on paper. I'm off tomorrow so i will post a lot of new info.

STUFF I WROTE IN MORNING BEFORE GOING TO CHURCH

So what can I say this Sunday morning. I guess just write whatever is inside my head. As many of you know that living in Paducah right now, but I’m having a small little problem. I may have to leave the apartment I’m currently staying in and if I don’t find a place I’m shit out of luck. I’m not sure if any of you remember when I told you guys that I found a place that was $250 for rent. Well I signed up for an apartment and I’m on a waiting list and I called the other day and asked them where I stand on the list. So guess what…I’m next on the list. F*&k yeah I told them, lol just playing I was just said thanks.

You know one thing that I hate about this place is that they have dog. I HATE THAT FREAKING DOG!!! Every time I go use the bathroom or just to the bathroom the dog starts barking. And it’s one of does small annoying little dogs that you can just step on. I also hate small little dogs.

Oh yesterday when I was ringing I got another idea for a set of images that I’m going to start working on. I also got some CD cases and I’m going to send out my resume to some places; I will tell you guys more later about it if things go well.

Oh yeah don't ask me about the church thing, because i won't say anything.

MORNING WOOD

Alright people here are some pics of my apartment.

This is all i have to fucking eat, i know sucks.


More crap to eat, lol, i love freak's hot sauce.


My work station, and my XBOX 360, which i cannot play online because the internet connection is slow here.


I fucking hate doing the dishes!!!


Okay i have to go now and take a shit.

OLD STUFF

AS PROMISED HERE IS ALL THE OLD SHIT THAT I WROTE THE FIRST TWO DAYS OF WORK.

01/07/06

07:48
First day of work and I’m stuck with a new assistant manager that doesn’t know what the fuck he is doing, but it’s okay he is still training. Right now I’m in the break room, I guess waiting for the personal manager, fucker (assistant manager) wanted to enter me in as a cashier. When he told me that I told him NO, I told him that I was told by the store manager that I was going to come to the store as a CSM. He didn’t know what the hell to do so now I’m here waiting…oh yeah freaking Judy (Personal manager from my old store), didn’t fax my info to this store. I hope she did and they just can’t find it here.

Fuck I’m bored. So…I guess I will write more later because I’m already bored and I have to go use the bathroom.

9:26
Well I’m on break now the people here seem to be pretty cool. Everyone smiles to people they don’t know, and actually seem happy like in the TV commercials. Meredith another CSM was showing me around the store. I spoke with the store manager and he was telling me about snakes being out in the garden center and in the parking lot. They all laughed at my facial expression. “So how does the city boy from Chicago like Paducah?” he asked me between the laugh. I told him that at my store all we find is dead bodies and a couple bags of drugs. I have to go now my break is almost over.

12:20
I’m on lunch now, for the last 40min or so I have been talking with anyone that would pick up the phone. Fuck I miss my old store, but I have to move on. The people here are nothing like the people in Chicago. Everything they do here is very different. If I stay here longer then my 4 months I’m defiantly getting a different job. This move here has changed a lot in me; I have to finish school soon. There is more outside in the world then just Wal-Mart. Fuck I feel sorry for these people here and their kids. I really have to do more with my life now.

I wonder what I work this week. I kinda hope that I get a lot of morning shifts, I fuck I was so spoiled back at my other store. Oh check this out I’m also use to taking 30min lunch and 15min break together, but now I have to take a FULL ONE HOUR LUNCH!!! Fuck I was going to say something but I forgot because I’m too fucking sleepy this morning. Great ten more fucking minutes, lol I have only been here for a couple of minutes and I’m already getting mad at this store. Oh and what is with these people, well some, but my god they need to see a dentist. LOL

Well I guess I’m going back now. Talk to “yall” tomorrow, or tomorrow.

2:25
I’m on my last break now and I’m have been having a fucking blast!!! I know strange, but I’m learning so fucking much just by ringing customers up. Plus the customers here are so much friendly; they actually make me feel good and wanting to ring more. Oh man I cannot wait until I get home, oh shit did I just call the apartment home! Oh this was strange when I was ringing a cashier came out of know where and introduced herself to me, and another just said are you from Chicago?

01/08/06

1:35
I’m on lunch already and today I took my break kinda late only because I wanted it closer to my lunch. I really cannot do shit right now because no body in the store can give me my operator numbers. I have to wait until Tuesday when I get to see the personal manager.

At work people are starting to know me as the new from Chicago. One cart pusher calls me Chi-Town, which I find funny because he says it with his country accent. Everyone around here sounds funny to me. I wonder if I sound strange to them. Promised

8565

I'm no longer 1723 my new number is 8565, sucks.

WORK

Work was fun and i learned a lot. I'm too freaking sleepy already, and i wrote a lot today during my lunch and break. I will post it tomorrow or monday.

GOOD NEWS

Oh my freaking god people I have some good news. This is what happen: I was starting to setup for a shot that I was planning to work on today…fuck it, I don’t feel like going into detail. I FOUND MOST OF MY WORK!!!!!! I forgot that I had saved most of it on my smaller external hard drive. FUCK people I’m so fucking happy now.

ME HAND

I'm okay, you see look at my hand. I would have taken a picture of my face, but i have a fucking cold sore and i look like a fucking freak right now.



Hello boys and girls ladies and gentlemen welcome to my head and the crazy world of Cipriano. Well, I guess you can tell that I’m feeling a little better today. I went out to the local shopping center, and I walked around. Lol, I felt a like one of does old people that walk around the mall for hour, but I didn’t walk around for hours. The mall here is kinda small and they only have a few restaurants but other then that it's just like any other mall. The more I travel around here the bigger this place seems to be getting, and doesn’t seem so…lol country. I went to Wal-Mart again lol, and I got myself a tripod, I may go back later tonight and buy a tape measure…oh shit no wait I think I have one. Heather got me a tool kit; I think I will check to see if the kit as a tape measure. But anyways I may start to work on my first image tomorrow. In fact the i just got another idea for an image. WARNING: The images will reflect on who i really am, so if i offend some of you people, well...i'm not going to say sorry because i'm not.

I called Connie today because I wanted to pay her this months rent but she didn’t pick up her phone, i did leave her a message. I hear other people walking around, but I’m not sure if it’s her or other people renting the place. I'm getting kinda worried I don’t want her to think that I’m trying to avoid her. I just don’t know where to fucking knock and tell her that it’s me, there are so many doors here. I think I will email her today after I’m done writing this.

So the drive over here was kinda boring, no wait, it was VERY BORING. I was talking to Laura (my sister) and I was telling her that when I go back to Chicago in Feb that I will fly over there. I fucking hate driving and I’m very bad with directions. I think that is why it took me forever to get a driving license, because I simply just hate driving.

Well that is all for today.

NEW PLACE

I’m writing this from my new studio apartment, I have only been here a couple of hours and I already want to go home. I don’t like it here, maybe I just have to get use to it; but I’m feeling like this because I know that I will be away from my family. I went out shopping and got some stuff from Wal-Mart, hey I do need to eat. Well I really don’t know what else to say, it just makes me feel a little closer to home writing this stuff. I will most likely write more tomorrow. Oh yeah I got a cold sore, fuck.

MISS YOU ALL

FUCK! I didn't think i would feel this way, but i do. I will miss you all (my family and friends). God i don't want to say good bye because i HATE saying bye to the people that i love. God i will really miss you all, FUCK!!! I will really miss my sister Ana, she has always been a my mother to me. BYE...

BRB

Well people this may be my last entire in Chicago. I will see you guys in a couple of more days and living in Paducah. I have to start getting ready for work now and I come home late.

HAPPY NEW YEARS

Happy New Years people. What are you going to do this year to improve your life?